Welcome to the UK. I am so sorry for all the hurt pain and sorrow that you have suffered. I truly hope that as time goes by you are able to build a new life ,which is enriching, rewarding and full of peace and love. There may or may not be some animosity towards you ,but there are more good people who will reach out and help you here throughout you life. Please keep faith in the greater good May you lives be now blessed with all those things which are priceless