The horrible experience that you have been through is just unbelievable, but you must know your are not alone as there are millions of people hoping and praying and donating for you and anyone else that has has a bad time in a different country.This country will change that and turn you life in to a much better and safer place to live. In this country the security is amazing and you will never feel unsafe,also this country will allow you to get good jobs so you can earn money to provide for you and your family. I really hope things turn out well for you and the many others in your situation.