Hello u am Madina I an extremely sad about your conditions having to leaving your country and coming to the UK . I welcome you.it has been hard I know . I give you my best wishes don’t let what those people with dark hearts say as there are people who have good hearts and will support you.Do not ever break down as god is with you . And as many challenges come you should pursue your dreams and do what you want in supporting your family.if it’s learning English and becoming an actress, doctor or lawyer let it be as this is who you are do not give up as you will one day succeed an live a good life .my best wishes for you.I am someone who is in the UK and have been born here but I think we all feel the same as we all are humans and understand pain and suffering.I hope you have a very happy life 🙂